Hearts in Service Blog

Ding. When I turned my phone on this morning my little notification message made it's alert noise to let me know that I had an email. I opened it to see a message from my daughter's school letting me know her tuition bill was ready to view. The moment I had dreaded for most of the summer had arrived. I closed the window without clicking on the link and took another sip of coffee.  I didn't want to look just yet and needed time to pray and get spiritually ready before I opened that bill. I had just read the passage where Jesus prays that His Heavenly Father would provide daily bread. Just enough for that day. I gave a message on Monday and talked about Jesus' miracles as He prayed and multiplied fish and bread to feed crowds. Afterwards, the disciples gathered up the leftovers and there were basketfuls of remaining bread. The God who multiplies bread can certainly provide what we need to pay one bill. But that one bill is often in the thousands of ...

God, I can't carry this burden. It's too heavy. I didn't plan for this. So often in our lives we get hit with the unexpected, the unplanned and the unwanted burden. It hits us right in the gut with a sickening thud and leaves us weak and stressed. We become bent over from the weight of it and we're not sure how we are supposed to take a step forward. But God in His grace offers to carry the burden for us. As I opened my Bible to read this morning, this verse in Psalm 68 caused me to pause. He daily carries my burden. He promises to help me get through today. I can't see what's coming tomorrow and I don't need to know. As I start each new day with Christ, He stoops and picks up my burden and walks with me. Matthew 11:28-30 ~ “ Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and ...

Romans 5:1-5 ~ Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have obtained our introduction by faith into this grace in which we stand; and we exult in hope of the glory of God.  And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us. Are you feeling hopeless today? Is life crashing in on you and you want to give up? Do you feel as if you might suffocate? Or perhaps you are struggling with feeling unworthy. That no matter how hard you try you can't get it right. Please remember that if you are a follower of Jesus Christ there is hope! First of all, there is nothing that we can or cannot do to earn our righteousness. Jesus did that all for us on the c...

It's Monday and I'm dragging a bit, but ready to face a new week. I'm thankful for so many things in my life and as I reflect this morning, I am thankful that God is at work in me during the hard times.  So often we thank Him for the good things and when things are going well in our lives. But when life is tough we tend to either rant and rave and carry on about them or we put our head down and just try to get through them. But I want to thank Him for those hard times. I'm finding that it's in those trying times that I grow the most as a believer.  Life has been tough the past few years and there are days when I want to just give up, but I'm also so incredibly thankful for the lessons I'm learning and the ways that I'm being stretched. I'm thankful for the days when all I can do is cling to the Lord and look to Him for my strength. I'm thankful for the times when all I can do is follow Him along a very precarious path. And I'm thankful...

I woke up at 3:30 this morning and couldn't get back to sleep. After tossing and turning for about an hour I finally got up and went out on the back deck with my Bible and a cup of coffee. It was too dark to read so for about a half an hour I just sat and sipped the coffee and prayed. The sky was black and all I could see was the moon shining above me. But gradually, the sky began to brighten and turn pink.  And when I peeked around the corner of the house I saw this gorgeous sunrise. The sky was beautiful with orange, pink and purple hues. I'm not sure what difficult thing you are going through, but no matter how black your night feels, the sun will rise again. The pain will ease and you will see bright skies. I've been there and understand that dark despair but at the same time, that's exactly where the enemy would want you to stay; in despair.  But God is with you and walking alongside you. He will strengthen and comfort you. He w...

  There is something about being outside in nature that clears my head and helps me to pray and reflect and start to feel like I'm coming awake. I am thankful for our property where I can walk in the back field and get a way for a bit. It's far enough away from the road that I don't hear the sound of traffic and until someone in our church bushwhacks the tall grass and weeds it makes for a wonderful sanctuary. One summer I took a chair and small table back there so I could sit in peace and read.  I took a stroll around the property the other night, photographing different flowers and plants and praying. There are many things weighing me down and it was a perfect time to lift some of these concerns up to the Father.  As I walked I came across a little pop-up tent that Stephen had erected back there. He's a lot like me in that he needs time outside too. He'll often go out there to spend some time by himself. I o...

This morning Dan and I headed out the door early and went for a mile and a half walk through the woods. I enjoyed the sights and the sounds of the forest and it was nice to get a way for a bit and walk in silence. I snapped pictures as I walked and each time I walk by these benches out in the middle of the woods I think how much I'd love to bring my Bible or another book and a journal and just sit and read and write with no interruptions.  I had grand plans for when I got home. I was going to clean out the rabbit cage and vacuum the sunroom. I had laundry to hang out. Cookies were going to be made and put in the freezer for Friday's market. It was going to be a productive day in the housekeeping department. I took down the rabbit cage from the table it sits on and let the rabbit out. I stripped the futon in the sunroom where Stephen is sleeping for the summer while Emily is home. I had to lift and readjust the heavy mattress because it keeps...

Dan and I went to Niagara Falls yesterday afternoon. It was the first time I had been there since I was in college. It was nice to get out and walk and see this beautiful sight. As I was leaning over a railing and staring down at the falls from the top, I saw a bunch of daisies clinging to the side of a rock.  Water was thundering around them and yet, they were hardily growing in the midst of all the spray. Behind them was a rainbow and it was a beautiful sight. Something about it struck a chord with me. There are many days when I feel as if I'm in the middle of a thundering waterfall and am just hanging tightly to whatever I can grab. The waters of chaos, hardship, and stress are crashing around me and all I can do is hang on for dear life. Yet God wants me to bloom and flourish and be productive even when it seems as if I might get swept away. And He is there watching over me, walking with me in the midst of the crashing water, showing me that His promises are true and s...

This summer is such a strange one because the things we normally do we aren't able to. Dan and I are down to one car and with Emily home and working we need to stick close to home to get her to and from work. On the days Nathan doesn't work we let her use our car and then we can use his if we need one. So some of my normal activity isn't happening and vacation definitely isn't happening this year. This past week was one in which I spent a lot of time in my kitchen and at the sewing machine. I baked cookies and breads for the market, I filled orders at my sewing machine. The past few days I've done my best not to melt away as it is so incredibly hot and humid here.  I was drenched in sweat at the market yesterday. Yuck! Speaking of the market, yesterday's market was a disappointment. Only four vendors showed up and very few shoppers. I'm not sure if it was because of the holiday weekend or because of the weather. But despite ...